Thursday, January 24th, 2019
Today is the third day of drinking The herbal concoction
that my co-workers told me about. Yesterday I started to add apple cider
vinegar to the mixture. That made it actually tastes better than the first day.
However, today I added too much cayenne, and probably a little too much apple
cider vinegar. It's very strong. I have watered it down 3 times now and it is
still very strong. I will finish it though it actually counts is almost half of
my water for each day so I'm not going to give it up.
I have also started writing
these herbal remedies and uses on the library cards that I got when I went to
the teaching store while we were in Denver. This is a nice little use for them,
and it Sparks joy and I touch these things now LOL
I also started working on
trying to de-junk the house. I started with my closet and drawers on Monday
night. Tuesday night I worked on the linen closet. The plan being to get the
linen closet cleaned out so that we can actually put all of the sheets and
blankets from bedroom closet into it where they make more sense. Then we will
be able to use the shelf in the bedroom closet to fold t-shirts and sweaters
and shorts and whatever else.
Last night I decided to take
some of the plants out of Luna's room. That led to all kinds of stuff. we took
the stereo out of her room, because it is not used, and then we put the old Mac
into her room. This way we can play movies in there and music if needed.
when I got home last night
Heather was not feeling well so we did not go to the store. I started to make
dinner and I had Luna help me as much as possible. with an eight and she ate
very well so that was good. And then she helped me to the dishes. But then once
I started to do her room, in my manic State, I could feel myself losing my
patience with her and not wanting to stop even though she wanted and needed my
attention. Usually I like my manic States but when they get like that where I
won't listen to myself to stop and play with Luna, that's when I don't like it.
I talked about this last night with Heather not really much to say, I just
wanted to express to her that I do recognize it and I will try to work on it.
Luna has a fever right now,
and that is making me nervous. Heather is taking good care of her, Tylenol and
Pedialyte and all of that stuff. I just hope that she is not getting sick
because I don't want her to feel bad, also I really want to go shopping
tonight!
Maybe I will look into all of
these home remedies that I have look up and see if I can find one for fever for
small children. However she's already doing Tylenol hopefully that will knock
out the fever.
I think that my manic phase
might be coming to an end soon, I am tired and just not feeling as manic. I
don't really know how to explain how I feel when I feel manic, I just know that
that feeling is going away. I hope that I can keep it up through the weekend,
because I have a lot of stuff to do to put the house back together - why is it
that when I try to clean up, part of the process is destroying the house even
worse!?
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