Fed Up

Oh my god... I cannot take it anymore. She acts so hard and tough with the rules, but when I try to enforce them, she cuts me off at the knees, especially for her friends. How am I supposed to be taken seriously when she does that shit.

 

How am I supposed to be taken seriously if she does not tell me where she is going to be, and that is she is going to blow off the things that I schedule for her.

 

I know that I should be refreshed coming back from this vacation, but 3 hours into it and I need another one. I need her to leave. OR, I need her to step up.

 

I feel useless here in this job, and I hate my job, and I hate going to work, and I cannot wait to leave each day, and I dred the alarm, not because I have to get out of bed, but because I have to come here.

 

I used to love this job, what changed? What did I do, or what changed in her that made her start acting like this, so that I HATE MY JOB?

 

I just want to cry.

 

I have time invested here, and I do not want to leave, but I honestly do not see where I can go from here?

 

She needs to leave. She talks about it, she needs to do it. I am tired of feeling useless.

 

The other one is never in her office, and the other one is never there when she says she will be, she doesn't follow through on things, and I cannot take it, I bring it to your attention, because it is YOUR FUCKING JOB, DO IT!

 

OK, enough venting, well not really enough, NEVER ENOUGH, but I need to pee, and I need to stop crying before I can leave my office.