April 20, 2014 Installment three ( I believe )

So, in order to do a Bizzaro version of me, I have to decide what is the opposite of me? Like I have brown hair, so Bizzaro me is a blonde, I'm white, Bizzaro me is not, I'm a girl, so... I won't go that far.

I think what I really need to figure out is what I fear about myself? I think I'm kind, so bizarro me is cruel? Or I think I am smart, but maybe I am not, so would Bizzaro me be smart or dense?


Told you, deep soul searching sh*t here.

Ok, I would like to think that I am:
Kind,
Smart
Cute
Funny
Creative
Good at my job
What else?
Loved? Yeah, loved, by one and all!

Confession time, I am not:
Good at keeping in touch
As selfless as I'd like to be
As talented as I'd like to be
As smart as I'd like to be
Good with saving money
As kind as I could be
In shape

So, now I have a list of nots that is longer than the list of 'am', therefore I am thoroughly depressed, not really. That's another thing about me, I don't know if I don't have the capacity to be sad, if I deal with it well, or I am cold and basically heartless, because there are many times when things do not affect me as deeply as I might think they should. Haha, now I can see Bette Midler in Beaches when she is watching herself do an interview and she is talking about how 'deeply feeling' she is... Oh, that's a sad movie....

Ok, enough soul searching for now, gonna crochet now.

Thanks for reading
Misty
)O(
Blessed Be

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